I get happy when i see him even if its only for 5 minutes
(via rossdiamond) that’s adorable i need to know what that feels like
most likely ……………
your right i’m prob going into this alll the wrong way but i can’t be in that house another month let alone anther year.i think that this is the answer to many prayers i’ve said.not everything has to be logical that’s not even how my brain works.i have to learn from my own mistakes.1201 roanoke has become a place i can’t be anymore as long as i reside there i’ll be 5 years old.i need surroundings but i know that running off to the other side of the contry isn’t resonable.sometimes if it weren’t for my family i’d get in my car and just drive away from all of this and start over this has been a pretty shitty year for me and i’m trying to live with the reality of my bestfriend in the world being gone.i know i have a long way to go but i’d down for the challege.so last thing i need right now is to be doubted i know it’s kinda contdictory to say i wanna be “grown” then the next second say i need support but that’s what i need.
